I felt SORRY for myself today. I wonder why? Am i just stupid or nonsense? I had my 1st ever and hopefully my LAST meltdown at school. I CRIED IN FRONT OF MY CLASSMATES!! Darn it!! All i wanted was just a lil R-E-S-P-E-C-T! Kahit di na sila mag pamati sa akon as a President BUT just lend their ears for me for just 1 question. All i wanted was to be respected as a PERSON. aist!!! I would really never think twice to resign in my position. I WANT TO BE JUST A REGULAR STUDENT just like any ordinary person would be. I WISH TO HAVE A PEACEFUL AND NORMAL COLLEGE LIFE FOR ONCE IN A WHILE. Is that too much to ask?? Fate doesn't really give you all the happy times. Huhu. I didn't even know that I was crying, my tears just drop one by one like a running water in the faucet.

At least, I got to release my ANGER towards my classmates by shedding tears in front of them. Geez, I was really embarrassed after realizing what I've shown in the whole class.

Oh well, I couldn't hold my tears.. I guess I'm JUST TOTALLY STRESSED OUT!! With many problems butting in my head. I even had severe headache a while ago maybe from the crying effect. :'(

Neither NONE of my classmates apologize, for making ME cry!! I just want to forget what happened this afternoon. BUT I REALLY NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO JUST TO FORGET ALL OF THOSE THINGS, AND EASEN THE BURDEN I FEEL NOW. BUT NOW IT'S OK.. I'M LISTENING TO SUPER JUNIOR'S SORRY, SORRY. Which I dedicate to myself, It's my COMFORT SONG.

I'll just go to a more happier side, anyways, 2 days from now --- It'll be my 18th birthday!! But still though I don't have fixed plans. But I'm still happy whether it would be a bonggacious birth or not, I THANKED GOD AHEAD OF TIME FOR ADDING ME ANOTHER YEAR IN MY LIFE.

Aw, I MISSED MY TOMODAICHI'S.. WISHING THERE ALL HERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!