Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy! okay, it's been how many weeks already since I've blogged here? Sorry for being so lazy. haha. I know that Javea's trying her best to squeeze this blogging of ours in her time, not to mention that she's having a hectic schedule at school but still she doesn't forget to post once or twice a week. Fine, I'm guilty for not updating this blog and my conscience haunts me. hahaa. So, I've decided to write.
I am very not happy right now because of the fact that I might get 4 or 5 in some of my subjects, mainly because I don't study hard. Knowing that cramming was never my forte I still stick to it. Old habits die hard & it sucks big time. Why can't I just make a big effort to study? To you know, burn the midnight oil? All I do is not worthy of my time and I admit it! I am procrastinating & I hate it. Sometimes I wish that I could stop time even just for a few minutes and maybe I can change some scenes in my life that I regret the most like not studying for my physics exam, wasting my money to all sorts of no good stuff and alot more. See? I am in how-can-i-get-back-to-my-feet situation right now. I wanted to do something productive like doing my codes in cmsc 21, studying for physics, and going on DIET.
My parents are nagging me with the same issue, "LOSE SOME WEIGHT". Okay, I am now doing all that I can just to be more healthy & I'd been eating half of what I usually eat & cutting meat on my menu. It's hard for me to get rid of sugar instantly and so I gradually take less of it everyday. I wish that I can easily be slimmer but I guess it will take me years or so to become one. hahaha. GOODLUCK TO ME.
P.S. I HOPE I DON'T GET 4 OR 5 THIS SEM. 3 would be just be great for physics! haha. but for the other subjects, can I have a grade of not less than 2? haha. :)
I am very not happy right now because of the fact that I might get 4 or 5 in some of my subjects, mainly because I don't study hard. Knowing that cramming was never my forte I still stick to it. Old habits die hard & it sucks big time. Why can't I just make a big effort to study? To you know, burn the midnight oil? All I do is not worthy of my time and I admit it! I am procrastinating & I hate it. Sometimes I wish that I could stop time even just for a few minutes and maybe I can change some scenes in my life that I regret the most like not studying for my physics exam, wasting my money to all sorts of no good stuff and alot more. See? I am in how-can-i-get-back-to-my-feet situation right now. I wanted to do something productive like doing my codes in cmsc 21, studying for physics, and going on DIET.
My parents are nagging me with the same issue, "LOSE SOME WEIGHT". Okay, I am now doing all that I can just to be more healthy & I'd been eating half of what I usually eat & cutting meat on my menu. It's hard for me to get rid of sugar instantly and so I gradually take less of it everyday. I wish that I can easily be slimmer but I guess it will take me years or so to become one. hahaha. GOODLUCK TO ME.
P.S. I HOPE I DON'T GET 4 OR 5 THIS SEM. 3 would be just be great for physics! haha. but for the other subjects, can I have a grade of not less than 2? haha. :)
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