Okay, I had been really depress & down lately. It's been HELL for me this past weeks. Here it goes again, the what if's & maybe's are starting to destroy my focus. "When in doubt, procrastinate" a line from a book that I have read recently, depicts the situation I'm in. I had been procrastinating these days, I'm starting to feel like it's been years since I entered college & I feel trapped in a place where the sun doesn't shine & where life gets boring & where people turns to assholes. A lovely scenario for a mentally disturbed homo. I'm listening to rico blanco's ANTUKIN right now, I'm a GREAT FAN! Can't help myself from falling in love with him, he produces music that makes people calm, angry, sad, happy & I salute him for making me feel this mixed emotions I'm feeling at this very moment. And I love him for being HOT. :)
Speaking of sad, MICHAEL JACKSON is dead, may you rest in peace legendary king of pop. I really don't care if he's a pedophile or gay, what matters most is that he is someone who made people of different races united through his songs. He touched the hearts of millions of people through his one & only passion, music.
Thank God for people like Rico Blanco & Michael Jackson, even if I don't know them personally & even if we will never know each other, they are one of those few who will always be in my heart, strangers who offers you blanket when you're cold, cheer you up whenever things doesn't go your way. You just press "play" & after a few seconds, you'll realize that you're smiling for the very first time on that day.